Re: How are you feeling right now?

by **aninyosaloh** November 26th 2009, 3:46 pm

Well.. My dream.. that thing that made me live until next Summer and wake up everyday was killed yesterday by someone I thought that loved me.. an now I don't know how to figure out my life, because every single thing I love dies.. I think I'm damned forever or something..

Apart from that I lost something I really loved, needed and that was really important for me on Monday.. and I'll never have it back.. I could die for having it back.. *sigh*

I know my problems are stupid..

by **Rapsheba555** November 26th 2009, 3:52 pm

Problems are never stupid. How can I help?

by **aninyosaloh** November 26th 2009, 4:12 pm

I wish someone could help.. but I have to see everything happen as if it didn't have anything to do with me.. but thanks for asking..

by **Rapsheba555** November 26th 2009, 4:26 pm

Well, your first duty is to yourself, worry about yourself first.

by Wario's Bulbous Nose November 26th 2009, 9:35 pm

Love yourself, because you can't trust anyone else to do it.

by **Vampire_of_Death** November 26th 2009, 11:20 pm

Nina, nothing is going your way and I wish to help you and I know I cant but I want something to go your way, you really really need it!

But if it makes you feel better, you will always have us and I think I speak for everyone when I say that we love you.

by You're In! November 27th 2009, 7:49 am

aninyosaloh wrote:Well.. My dream.. that thing that made me live until next Summer and wake up everyday was killed yesterday by someone I thought that loved me.. an now I don't know how to figure out my life, because every single thing I love dies.. I think I'm damned forever or something..

Apart from that I lost something I really loved, needed and that was really important for me on Monday.. and I'll never have it back.. I could die for having it back.. *sigh*

I know my problems are stupid..

i felt the same way when my stupid n64 controller pack lost all my saves. that thing was terrible. my condolences

by Wario's Bulbous Nose November 27th 2009, 10:24 am

I had the same feeling when LttP lost my saved game once. That was soul-crushing.

by **aninyosaloh** November 27th 2009, 11:17 am

awww thanks a lot guys *huggles all*

Yesterday I really thought on finding a job and leaving this place because I can't stand it anymore.. but even if I got it I couldn't pay college and also a place to live.. *sigh*

by **Rapsheba555** November 27th 2009, 4:46 pm

Nina, do what is right for you. As my brother once told me, life is not all about you, but it is primarily about you.

by **aninyosaloh** November 29th 2009, 10:10 am

by **ZombieData** November 29th 2009, 10:48 am

Corrupt, broken, and dammed.

Three girls love me.

The third girl just recently admitted it.
It hurts. So badly. I'm p*ssed off too.
I'm with the first girl. But I don't like her as much as I want to.
I love the second girl but I could never date her because she would just hurt me again.
The third girl, my first true love, has furking killed me with memories of our past.

by Wario's Bulbous Nose November 29th 2009, 11:50 am

Riiiiggght.

I'm feeling confused as to why some topics are Screaming and some are Yelling, when that clearly makes no sense.

by **aninyosaloh** November 29th 2009, 3:13 pm

I'm dead inside and I'll never be alive again.. because the only thing that could make me live and escape is now dead.. because once I thought that if it ever died I would die with it.. and now.. I'm dead

by **Ghost** November 29th 2009, 6:49 pm

Nina, please do NOT give up hope. There is a reason that Dante wrote "All Hope abandon, Ye who enter here" over the gate of Hell. (And no, I'm not "going religious" on you")

A spirit without Hope, even if it is still alive, is in Hell. And it tears the hearts of all those who love you to let you stay there. There are people who love you. As long as you are alive, you have a future. As long as you have a future, you have a possibility of hope...

And you are loved. So PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE do not give up!

by You're In! November 29th 2009, 9:47 pm

i was dead once but i got better

i learned internet relationships are not real relationships

by Wario's Bulbous Nose November 29th 2009, 9:55 pm

You're In! wrote:i was dead once but i got better

i learned internet relationships are not real relationships

Why, did you meet your girlfriend on the internet?

by You're In! November 29th 2009, 10:21 pm

stfu don't talk about her like that

by GreasyFine November 29th 2009, 10:21 pm

i feel like shit

by Wario's Bulbous Nose November 29th 2009, 10:22 pm

You're In! wrote:stfu don't talk about her like that

That was a low blow, I apologize.

GreasyFine wrote:i feel like sh*t

You look like it, too! Cheer

by **aninyosaloh** November 30th 2009, 2:56 pm

Well.. my future is dark.. as I'm a total prisoner, as the only thing that keeps me a bit alive atm makes me be a prisoner.. because I can't leave it.. and my only chance to leave without leaving it has died after more than five years waiting for it..

by **Rapsheba555** November 30th 2009, 4:02 pm

D:

did something go wrong with your architecture program? Surprised

by **aninyosaloh** November 30th 2009, 5:11 pm

I was going to Lyon for a year in less than two years to study architecture there.. and I was expecting for it for 5 years.. and yesterday my mother told me that I wouldn't go..

by **Vampire_of_Death** November 30th 2009, 7:06 pm

Oh no. Did she give a reason? That is terrible

by **Rapsheba555** November 30th 2009, 7:41 pm

D: That's terrible! Why can't you go? Money issues?

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